What a dream!

For so long I was waiting on a special time to be happy

I’ve hold and cherished in my heart this coming time

I’ve locked myself in the darkness of this belief

For I have believed in my belief

I was blind to the reality of the now

Dragging behind myself the shadow of this future time

My entire loved ones have left me alone

Not because they don’t love me anymore

Because I pushed them far away from me with my behaviors

And they have come to understand my choice.

Then one day I woke up from this illusive dream

I realized now what I have done to myself

I finally understood that now is the happiness

My beliefs made me turned upside down the love of my beloved

 Only love is able to help me reposition myself

And will make all understand that I woke up from the dream?